What is your intention?

In the last couple of months I have been reminded of one big question on almost a daily basis: “What is you intention?”…What do you want? What is your goal? What do you wish for?

January has been the perfect time of year to be asking and reflecting on these kinds of questions. I full-on believe in New Years resolutions, if they are thought-through, with real depth and truthful ‘umph’. The first month of the year is like a blank slate, a fresh canvas upon which colourful dreams and bold ambitions can manifest. I, like so many people, started this year with a resolution- a firm decision to do something….something good, for myself and for others. And at the threshold of the second month of 2016, with spring dawning on the horizon, this desire behind my resolution still burns bright.

My problem in the past has often been that I have wanted to do so many, many different things ALL AT ONCE. Alex affectionately calls this tendency of mine ‘dog brain’ – I’m like an excited puppy running around frantically trying to pick up a stick, a bigger stick, a ball, treat, SQUIRREL!! I want to do it all. But the danger is that I spread myself too thin, and I end up not being able to do any of the things I wanted to do. This year I can feel that this is changing. I have focus this time, and I can actually see my resolution coming true!

This is how:

newpos9I have set a clear intention:

Three books I read recently have asked me to set a new goal for myself. The Yoga Master Max Strom, in A Life Worth Breathing, urges you to reasses your health goals and make wellness your priority, whilst in Ayurvedic Welness Dr. Suhas Kshirsagar asks “What are your three main health goals?”. In Integrative Nutrition by Joshua Rosenthal the first chapter is called ‘Set an Intention’. I get it, Universe: Health should be my priority. In November I decided to enroll with Joshua’s course at The Institute of Integrative Nutrition, the New York Health Coach program that has exploded in popularity, gone purely online and is now the biggest Nutrition school in the world, teaching thousands of people every year in over 100 different countries how to inspire health and vitality in others. Since starting the course last week I have again been reminded that setting a CLEAR intention is the first step to success. So..time to share. My intention is:

To become the happiest, healthiest version of me, and to inspire others do do the same. 

It’s a big goal but not unachievable. And it is CLEAR! I totally know what I want! I 100% recommend being brave and sharing your goals with others by the way – be clear about what you want and true to your dreams, and your friends and family are more likely to respect and support your goal!

I am visualising:

First of all I have written my intention down. This is a simple step, but a powerful one! I have something I call The Dream Book, in which I like to write down all my aspirations and aims. The key is to write them as if they have already happened – and only after you have sat for a few quiet moments visualising what it will be like to achieve your dream – what does it look like and feel like? Are you grateful, relieved, blissful, proud, bouncing off the walls?! Really imagine it. Then scribble it down as IF IT HAS ALREADY HAPPENED: “I am so happy/grateful/at peace now that….”. In The Awakening Course  Joe Vitale says that it’s a little bit like going internet shopping from the Universe – ask for WHATEVER you want, it doesn’t matter how big. Just imagine you can have YOU want! This has already worked for me. Over a year ago three big things I wrote down were that I was thankful (although none of them had happened yet!) to have cleared my massive overdraft, to be studying something that could help other people and to be in a loving and supportive relationship…and a year later they have all come true. I feel truly blessed!
I also recommend writing down your intention, along with a few feelings (be picky, these are important!) and a little visual (however small and scrappy) on a piece of paper and sticking it somewhere you will see it EVERY DAY! It will remind you of your desire, evoke your passion and keep you on track.

I am creating a plan:

Deepak Chopra says in a MindBodyGreen article about how to harness the power of intention (read here) that once you established your goal in a “state of restful awareness” you should relinquish your rigid attachment to a specific outcome, live in the “wisdom of uncertainty” and let the infinite organising power of the Universe decide the details. While I’m totally down with that and am loving the thought that things will fall into place just as they should, I have also been noting down a couple of rough plans when inspiration has struck. That is not to say these plans will always remain the same – I’m leaving room for it to evolve along the way. My intention is to help and inspire people to become happy and healthy (through my own discovery of wellbeing), and there are many different ways for me to do that. Last week an IIN lecture on intentions recommended setting no more than three main goals this year – a magic number apparently, Dr Kshirsagar recommended the same amount of health goals in his book! Choosing three clear goals to achieve in a year allows you to be selective and narrow in on your intention on a more manageable timescale.

I am taking action:

So I know what I want – now it’s time to start DOING, or my intentions will forever stay as dreams! Every time I make a decision I am checking in with my three main goals for this year, which are as follows:
1. To create and maintain a healthy, strong body and a balanced, compassionate mind
2. To become a Institute of Integrative Nutrition Certified holistic Health Coach
3. To save up enough money to do a Yoga Teacher Training course with Triyoga and Personal Trainer course with EIF.

As well as sharing my aspirations I am also working towards my goal by creating balance in my life, mentally and physically, and making sure I am surrounded by a loving and encouraging support network of family, friends and colleagues.

I am prioritising:

As “Queen of FOMO” (Fear of Missing Out) it takes a lot of effort to turn down invites and opportunities that come along. But the effort is worth it! I have really noticed the amazing power of saying “Sorry, I can’t, I have to study” or “no, I can’t afford that right now”. It’s an instant stress reliever and can feel very empowering – you are being clear with yourself and people around you that your goals are important and you’re sticking to them!
It’s all about placing those big marbles into the jar first , and then all the small day-to-day bits fall neatly in place around them!

For me the most important first step is making sure that I am making choices that optimise my wellbeing. When you are in balance you are in alignment with your true self and more open to receive from the Universe – read past the hippy-dippyness of that sentence and try prioritising getting enough rest, doing regular excercise, practising a bit of mindfullness to stay centered (try a yoga class, or download the Headspace app), eating your greens, being on good terms with people around you and staying away from processed food-products – I promise you that you’ll find it easier to notice opportunities and make choices that align with your goals!

I cannot tell you how powerful these steps have been in the last few weeks. By following them I have greatly reduced my anxiety and SAD. I hope they help you too!

So…what are your intentions for 2016?!



Compassion & Christmas

christmasIt’s Christmas and YET AGAIN I’m in a rush. I don’t know if I’m creating a self-fulfilling prophecy for myself but I always do this. Every year I swear I’m going to be organised. I promise myself that this year I will methodically do my christmas shopping, write thoughtful messages in all my cards and deliver them on time, calmly arrange travel between family engagements and not arrive at Christmas a stressy, exhausted mess dripping with cold sweat. It’s now three days before christmas and I have managed to do exactly none of the above.

At this years work do, and then at a Christmas dinner with friends the next day, I was dishing out Christmas cuddles rather than cards. Cards that I had bought from WHSmith, but had not written in yet and totally forgotten about, because I was more concerned with finishing an elaborately decorated Raffy toy for a competition in my studio than wishing my colleagues and friends a merry Christmas through a scribbled note on printed paper.

Maybe it’s just me trying to justify my distinct lack of organisation, but it felt like the giving of a warm hug and telling someone face to face that they’re important to me and that I wish them a very happy, peaceful holiday, could be equal to – or perhaps more meaningful than – giving a card that says ‘Merry Christmas’. Which got me thinking about the spirit of generosity at Christmas, the sacrifice of giving to another, and about the conflicting worlds of competition, commerciality and capitalism and that of kindness, compassion and love.
After the first blog post I did this year after a long silence, where I decided to be unashamedly frank about the fact that my wellbeing was totally out of balance, I received so much loving feedback and helpful advice. A particularly kind family friend advised me to read a book called The Compassionate Mind by Paul Gilbert, and a few days later it arrived in the post with a lovely, encouraging note attached.
I have since found this book immensely helpful. It talks about how human beings have evolved to naturally respond to kindness and compassion, and how modern psychology and science is placing pro-social behaviour, caring and compassion at the centre stage in the development of well being. It also talks about how learning to accept and love yourself is important but can also be immensely difficult, especially in a competitive world where we are constantly rushed and easily feel disconnected from the ‘flow of life’. The dark catch to having an innate ability to understand the mind and thoughts of others in this environment is that it can perpetuate anxiety, depression, paranoia and violence.
Paul Gilbert writes “Although we’ve learned that we can build efficient systems, cut our costs and do things increasingly cheaply, this is not a very pleasant way to live. We can end up in an efficient world that is uninhabitable – except for the relatively few wealthy…Sadly, the Western world is riddled with people who don’t feel happy with themselves, who are critical and self-blaming. Treating yourself unkindly and critically is not good for your brain; it stimulates all kinds of stress…Although we in the West now live in a world with advancing medical science, material comforts and pleasures, we still yearn to find deeper meaning and sources of inner peace and joy”.
He looks in quite a bit of detail at the evolution of our behaviour, and especially emphasises how learning to develop a powerful awareness of our thoughts, desires, fears and drives – mindfulness – is intrinsic to creating a life filled with kindness, love and compassion – and he argues, with strong backing from new studies within psychology and brain science, that this is the source for meaning and happiness.

Throughout the West now there is a gradual movement towards seeking a more compassionate way of living. But in the East this has been a central philosophy in the guidance towards happier living for many thousands of years. Ancient wisdom traditions have developed exercises and practises that train the mind in compassion – particularly Mahayana Buddhism, the school of The Dalai Lama. But although you can practise and train your mind to be kind, almost like a musical instrument, it doesn’t need to complicated, or religious. As His Holiness says:

“There is no need for temples; no need for complicated philosophy. Our own brain, our own heart is our temple; the philosophy is kindness.” 

This time of year does inspire and encourage generosity and kindness, but it can often also generate feelings tension, competition and stress along with a chaotic sense of grasping and commerciality. We spend so much money and effort on Christmas, in a sort of attempt to create physical displays of our kind hearts and generous spirits. But in the process do we distract away from true compassion to ourselves, others and the world?
Thoughtful presents are a wonderful way to communicate your willingness to help make another’s life easier and better, but in the rush to buy do we forget that the most powerful gift of all is love and compassion? And what about kindness to our environment? Is that buried underneath a mountain of shiny products that we are told we need, wrapped in so much paper that it must surely be significantly adding to the destruction of the earth’s lungs. What about the approximately 10 million turkeys killed before Christmas, the majority of whom are crammed in their thousands into tiny sheds without sunlight or fresh air. These birds experience pain, discomfort, fear and distress just like any animal. Or if you want to reign your compassion in to just encompass our own species – what about all the hungry, cold and desperately poor in the UK? Luckily my buddy Matt has now got housing (until the Tories decide they’d rather spend more money on bombs than sheltering the homeless), or I’d be inviting him home to stay over the holidays!
And what about the kindness we show ourselves? The pressure of “avoiding gift face”, cooking the ‘perfect’ Christmas lunch and cramming the calendar with social commitments, not to mention the financial burden of Christmas, can all be incredibly draining. I know I haven’t been very kind to myself recently…Apart from the bashing my wallet has taken this December, I’ve been constantly on the go with deadlines, spending far too much time in front of a screen and averaging about 4 hours sleep per night – which is terrible considering my last blog post was about creating a bit of healthy detoxifying balance before the season of festive indulgence…today, as I am writing this, I am remembering to give some loving kindness to myself, to take the time breathe consciously, go outside in nature for a walk, eat well and to smile at myself in the mirror. And although I have plenty to learn and am sure choosing recycled wrapping paper or a nut roast over Turkey is only a drop in the ocean of environmentalism, I am trying to keep in mind the consequences of Christmas on the environment. The main thing I am determined to focus on in the lead up to Christmas (and throughout the holiday…and even beyond!) is making sure COMPASSION and KINDNESS is at the forefront of every action I take. This year I am giving my love as my main presents (but don’t worry mum, I’ve still taken note of your wish-list) and handing out reminders to my friends (old and new), family, and my wonderful boyfriend, who is far too patient with me, what crazy fantastic people they are.
 And here is my Christmas Wish to you….that you will find the peace of mind to spread your Christmas Compassion…because in the end this can only flow out of a calm, centred, loving, empowered, creative and positive mind.

The Christmas Pretox

The season of festive indulgence is around the corner, and if you’re anything like me you’re dying to don your brushed cotton jammies, stuff your face with mince pies and watch Polar Express for the 100th time. But we all know that Christmas isn’t just about lazing in front of the fire, consuming large quantities of festive foods and mulled wine. For most of us it involves a hellova lot of planning, late nights, rushing around and hanging out with flu-ridden relatives. The combination is stressful for both mind and body, and can impair our immune system. After several days in a row of pigging out, not getting enough beauty zzz’s and attempting to stick to a hectic holiday schedule, I start to feel lethargic, bloated and, to be quite honest, guilty because KNOW that despite Christmas being the season of indulgence I’m not actually treating myself very nicely. But because there is so much going on it’s easy to just go ‘I’ll start being healthy again in the new year’, but that puts so much pressure on poor January to get back on track with being healthy. And we all know how that story goes…a few weeks into dark, dark January you’ve caught a minging cold and entirely lost the motivation you had at the start.

So in the name of prevention I am proposing a different tactic this year. The key to ward off christmas flu and January guilt is BALANCE. In order to start on the right foot, I have set up a super simple little pre-christmas detox.

In fact, a better title for it would be a PRETOX (a pre-christmas prevention-detox): making sure that your internal organs are as clean and efficient as possible for handling all those the extra toxins, that your mind is rested enough to tackle the constant stream of activites and that your immune system is strong enough to keep the sniffles well away. These simple steps can be carried on through christmas to keep you healthy and balanced

A few things that are important to know about “detoxing” before we start:
  • ‘Toxins’ aren’t just an urban myth made up by health fanatics to justify living soley on organic celery. We are surrounded by toxic substances: environmental pollutants, food waste, chemicals, harmful bacteria, parasites, substances like alcohol and medications. These affect our metabolism, immune system and behaviour. When our nervous system is stressed with the overload of toxins they can make their way into fat cells and brain tissues – and stay there, sometimes for years…yikes! Long term exposure can lead to all sorts of nasty diseases.
  • A detox is a way to support your body’s existing detox system through putting nourishing nutrients into your system that aid the process of neutralising and removing harmful substances. Our body – nervous, digestive and hormonal system – is designed to work together, but when we’re stressed out or totally overload it these systems just can’t do their job properly.
  • It may make you feel tiny bit tired in the beginning, because eating clean will release a lot of these stored chemicals back into your system and your body will be busy trying to eliminate them. However you WILL feel lighter with more energy and stamina after the first day or so.
  • You don’t have to give up solids on a detox. As much as juices and smoothies can be a fast and effective way to introduce more nutrients to your diet, having an entirely liquid diet can mess with hormones and blood sugar levels if not done properly. It’s all about being kind to your body, nourishing it  and de-stressing.
  • You’re not going to constantly be hungry. The main thing is to eat plenty of the right stuff -fresh, natural, wholesome food instead of processed, toxic foods that stress your system, like sugar and alcohol.
  • Just because you’re on a detox doesn’t mean you should give up excercise. Moving is what our bodies were meant to do….listen to it and do what feels right for you.Walking, jogging, cycling, swimming, strength training, HIIT, yoga, pilates – it’s all good! You’ll be eliminating a lot of toxins through your sweat!
  • Just because you’re detoxing doesn’t mean that you have to give up your social life either. Ideally you’ll be able to fit a few days in a row without the booze, to give your liver a rest and get the full effect of the detox – but if not, at least you’re already giving your body a massive helping hand by following the other steps.
Right, so here it is….follow these simple steps for a day, two days, three days, a whole week…or (if you are brave and can face having a social life without cake and alcohol) the full two weeks before christmas!

(the pre-christmas prevention detox)



foxywaterThis is a big one…Ah water, you bloody hero. We are made up of around 60% of it and losing it constantly through sweat, breath and urine – so it’s super important to replace it throughout the day. Water lubricates all of the functions in our body! We need it to carry all of the waste and toxins out of our system. It is essential for kidney function, which cleans our bloods and regulates our body fluids. Even slight dehydration will comprise the kidneys ability to get rid of excess hormones, minerals, vitamins and foreign toxins such as drugs and chemicals.
Drinking enough water will naturally suppress your appetite and stop you over-eating. Drinking enough water will aid the livers function of metabolising fat. Drinking enough water will stop the cells in our body holding on to water in response to dehydration, and thus stop bloating. It will help you flush out all of the baddies and help your body with all of it’s natural processes. Drink at least 2 Litres / about 8-10 glasses a day. 

Filtered is best! But if that doesn’t do it for you (a few of my friends have noted that they find plain water super boring) then add a slice of lime or lemon, or try sparkling water or detoxing herbal teas (Pukka’s Detox tea is my favourite). Avoid squash which can be full of either sugar or artificial sweeteners. Drink up, baby – Flush out festive booze.

Getting enough rest allows your body to get on with important night-time tasks like repairing and detoxing, which means you can function optimally during the busy days of Christmas. According the the National Sleep Foundation healthy adults need between 7-9 hours of sleep. Getting to bed not too long after the sun has gone down and waking up with the rest of the natural world is waking up is also another way to support our system, according to Ayurveda. This 5000 year old Indian science of natural health tells us that getting up when the sun is rising is the best way to realign our bodies with its natural cycle. Yogis believe that between 4-6am is the time of brahmamuharta, when the world is waking up and the ‘sattva’ qualities of balance, harmony, purity and happiness are dominant in the universe, and that getting up at this time is the way to bring peace of mind and vibrancy to the senses. Yeah, ok, total hippy speak…but seriously – try it! For one, waking up at dawn gives you a lot more time to get ready before work. If you are struggling to fit in exercise into your routine, or time to make a proper breakfast, or to get yourself or the family ready…ta-da, here it is. It might be hard at first but you WILL feel energised and productive as a result.

Starting the day with hot lemon water is one of the best ways to wake up your day. It hydrates, aids digestion and boosts your immune system, amongst other awesome detoxing effects like aiding the liver by maximising enzyme function and balancing ph-levels in the body to reduce inflammation. Starting your day with a smoothie means that you’re not giving your digestive system a lot of hard work to do while your body’s still waking up. Instead all of the wholesome, natural nutrients can be readily absorbed into your blood and carried to all the tissues where they can do their building and reparative work. These antioxidants won’t stress your liver or kidneys, they’ll just cruise through and do their lovely job of balancing out free radicals, reducing inflammation and making sure your cells are functioning properly. The chlorophyll in green smoothies encourages the release of toxins that have been lying stagnant for a while too. I find that when I start the day with a nutrient dense, clean and green nutrition could mean that I’m far more likely to make healthier choices throughout the day. I make sure there’s at least 10g of protein (adding cashew butter, chia seeds and hemp protein will do the trick) and about 350 calories in my smoothie so that I stave off hunger until lunch and make a decision based on nourishment rather than instantaneous satisfaction of hunger pangs and  cravings. They are fun and easy to make – experiment with different green leafy veg like spinach and kale and fruits like avocado, mango, banana and apple. Aim for 60% fruit and 40% veg to start with, as this balances out flavour very nicely. I highly recommend adding a green powder like Bioglan Supergreens which contains some of the most nutrient dense foods in the world like chlorella and spirulina.
Fresh fruit and veg are high in antioxidants, which counterbalance the free radicals that occur in the body when atoms ‘break’ with exposure to oxygen. This is a natural process in the body, and these free radicals normally live in harmony with the body’s own antioxidant. It’s when this balance is disturbed with the overload of toxins that the damage is done. Left to roam these unstable compounds will rob cells, enzymes and DNA of their electrons, unless the antioxidants we take in through our diet come to the rescue by kindly lending them theirs instead. To ensure that you maximise your body’s ability to eliminate a wide range of free radicals, fill your plate up with a wide spectrum of colours containing many different kinds of antioxidants. In other words, eat the rainbow. Yay! And it doesn’t necessarily have to be each meal, although that would be ideal.  Instead ask yourself when you look back on your day of food: “did I eat a natural source of purple, pink, red, orange, yellow, green, blue etc…”.
Gently cook or steam the veg, or ideally enjoy them mainly raw, to make sure the vitamins, minerals, antioxidants and enzymes stay alive and can do their best work in your body – don’t nuke your food or all the goodness will disappear!! Include whole foods like grains (avoid white rice and bread, instead choose quinoa, frekeh and brown rice), nuts, seeds, beans and legumes too, they’re all full of vitamins, minerals, fibre, healthy fats, protein and slow-release carbs! The closer to nature the food is the better.

    5.   CUT THE CRAP


Avoid anything that will add toxins back into your system. An easy way to remember this is to “cut the C.R.A.P – Caffeine, Alcohol, Refined Sugar and Processed Food” – something I totally nicked from Bodyism. These substances stress the body, and that’s the last thing you want to do whilst allowing it time to clean itself. At least try to do so in-between office parties and pre-christmas socials…Instead feed your body stuff that will nourish and help balance you, as well as boost your immune system!
     6.  MOVE!

Your body loves to move. Exercise keeps the muscles strong and releases endorphins that make us feel great. By making the body stretch, sweat, breathe and circulate you speed up the elimination of unwanted toxins! Listen to your body, and have fun with it! Try something new and different, try a brisk walk outside (on your way to work for example) or a short run in the morning. Try a Yoga or Pilates class, a refreshing swim or if you’re up for a real sweat try circuits. If you’re not a member at a gym then try out Darebee for a really great resource of free, simple body-weight-only exercises that I’ve been relying on for many years now.


Throughout the day give yourself a break and just notice your breath. Inhale deep through your nostrils and exhale through your mouth. Listen to the sound of the air going in and out of your lungs. Centre yourself in the senses of your body. Recognise the moment you are in right now. This is a really good excercise to do just before you have a meal…it calms you, and takes away any stress that could upset your digestion. Take a few moments to think about the things you are grateful for in your life. Be kind to yourself, and remind yourself of the things you are proud of about you. Listen to what your body is telling you – before you grab a snack ask yourself if you’re really hungry, or if you are stressed, or bored, or sad? Perhaps you’re just thirsty, or need to get up from your desk and take a quick walk outside to clear your head instead of heading to the biscuit tin. Be extra mindful of the taste of the food while you eat, and chew each mouthful for longer than normal – it will really aid your digestion and help you feel full! Christmas, as well as being tons of fun, can be a very stressful and hectic time – especially in the lead up – so make sure you take time out to unwind. I would highly recommend downloading the Headspace App and give yourself a ten minute break from your busy mind. This is great thing to do in the morning to prepare you for the day ahead. And (of course) try a yoga class! Go on…it’s so, so good for you!

That’s it…simples!! GOOD LUCK!!


*Although this is a super gentle healthy eating regime rather than a hard detox (like a juice fast) it is important to remind you that detoxing is not for ladies who are pregnant or breastfeeding*